Saturday, January 19, 2019

Did you see me fall on Parkman ave?

As much as I love the rain I'm really glad it';s over,I love walking home & the one day that I did attempt to walk in the rain i ate shit..not literally but lets just say I went home with Muddy tights. 

I'm sitting at home watching Ghost World & slightly regretting my haircut,I look like a little boy.
Earlier I found myself at Rite Aid & was met with the horror of the Valentine's day aisle...already? we JUST STARTED THE NEW YEAR.I'm not some bitter Grinch about the holiday.It's just weird? Last time I didn't have a Valentine's was? four years ago.And i'm not about to go on some blind date gah the idea of it is sickening & not in a good way.
Moving on ...I'm just ranting 
Up until today I realized I have nothing exciting to share with anyone, I've been working nonstop all month long & I got some gnarly overtime. Can you believe I've been sober? I haven't had a drink in the last three weeks.It's not like I drink everyday but by now i would've attended a bar or two or purchased a wine bottle. 
The reason is! ~ I've been blowing up my money on rent.cat food & & & SHOWS! oh man the shows are looking fan-fuckingtastic! I am ecstatic.

They go as follows...

Peter Murphy Years of Bauhaus feb 28th ~ yes i hear ya overpriced BUT ? is it really? to hear the godfather of goth play Bauhaus material I think it's worth it. Last i saw him was ink n iron 2015 in Long beach & he was such a treat to watch! & most of all he sounded amazing. 

Ladytron March 1st ~ Fonda theater (these foos have NOT toured in like? 7? 8 years? I've NEVER seen them & I discovered them a few years back on the Beth Ditto Pandora.Talk about being laaaate! 

BLAQK AUDIO ( Davey <3 !!!! & JADE from AFI) MARCH 16TH <---- THIS IS ACTUALLY MY BIRTHDAY SHOW!!!! okay why AM I YELLING? i've always wanted to see AFI on my bday BUT this is just as great ! it's half of AFI and they are releasing a new album March 15th & I've been replaying the heck out of the new song "The Viles" ..I'm almost certain my cats have learned the lyrics to this! Also some of my favorite people are joining me for this & I couldn't be any happier ..what best way to celebrate my 28th year? aka fourth cat life?


She wants Revenge ~ March 30th  Santa Ana observatory 
This might've been kinda like ya know what ? (impulsive buy ?) i wanna see em again fuck it, that and I'm slowly becoming obsessed with these guys. Why haven't they released new material? WHY? 


Lebanon Hanover April 21st okay I've been following this duo for years & every time they would announce a tour it'd be like on the other side of the world.And that happens with a lot of industrial bands there are so many many great ones but they'll never ever play in the US but LUCKILY these two are coming ! and they are playing at the echo so close to my neighborhood. 

Bikini Kill april 25th Hollywood palladium ....so umh? this is the only show I still haven't gotten tickets to ..and it makes me feel a little nauseous...because 1. I REALLY WANNA FUCKING GO! 2. IT'S FRIGGIN BIKINI KILL! 3.EVERY COOL LOOKING FEMINIST WILL BE AT THIS SHOW! 
Bikini Kill are one of those childhood bands that help shape you into the person you're going to become.
there's bound to be a riot...and now the assholes reselling these tickets are going for $150 & up like c'man maaaannn. 
idk how but i'm going to make it happen! 

So thats what my year is looking like so far....

With all that going on I need to make room to squeeze in Monsterpalooza 
reason #1 Gris Grimly one of my all time faves is doing a meet & greet. 
& I've never been this is the ultimate horror nerd event! 


Beside entertainment,I'm working on a zine ( that is taking me eternity to finish but i've given myself a deadline) 
& seeing the San Diego Zinefest happening again this year i'd like to book a spot,for that one and also the one in Tijuana. 
Those are my goals this year. 
I'll be sharing some entries on my next blog.
Till next time. 


Friday, January 11, 2019

My friend Wanda.

My friends are cartoon characters
Short entry for a productive,Charlie Brown kinda day.This week has possibly been the most tiring & long.I woke up at 5 am today...yep 5 fucking Am just to get ready,not complaining about my opening shift (actually really thankful because im ALWAys stuck closing it's such a bummer but not today! Which meant I got to run errands & catch up on reading ...this is what it's like to have a life!!!!)  but I WAS stuck walking to work.Its 25 minutes if I power walk it,but at 7 am sun is barely rising & it's 50 degrees out.So there I was hauling ass to get there on time. Blasting ladytron on the headphones which btw I got my ticket to see them march 1st show cause fuck yeah I have to at least see them once!
I got a message from Wanda on the gram that read "Chibi I got you coffee" I almost cried!!!
One because I had completely forgotten that I was working with Wanda & two coffee!!!!!!!!!
I use to work with Wanda in the studio City location she was such a chill gal. She was that one cool looking feminist with short black hair,& her skeleton hairclips.She was Always in her own little world.Coming out of daycare carrying her 300 page books & coffee cup.Anyway I saw some of myself in her...when I was 22 that is. I get to the store and she gets off her cool tiny car,sporting doc martens ...total Enid Coleslaw man! & she hands me this yummy looking drink...for ME?!? Are you for real?!?
Horchata coffee!!!!!

She is full of horror stories from the studio City location, which I'm thankful I don't work there anymore!
Praise Satan!
But as shes telling her stories her face expressions are priceless & her hand gestures are everything! Hence why i referenced charlie brown ....shes a character!

The day went by really smooth,Roxy got there,began her bathing shift. Why cant every day be like this? Everything went well,no asshole customers.We were good on our time & daycare was mellow.

Wanda gave me a ride home,shared a fuckboy experience with me.She taught me new words "dickppointment" wtf dude .
11pm-1 am are fuckboy hours whaaaaa?!? It's a whole other language.A lot has changed since I've been single.im so behind but she shared her wisdom on the subject....jeez.
Wanda knows y'all.